that will be the best therapy for me.

Had a fabulous night last night. Went to tams for a dinner party. Me jake tam elk brit and vrock drank ate and sat on the balcony talking.
Was a hysterical night. I got wayyyy too drunk (again) and kept saying I was magi from fern gully and trying to heal jake. ahhh good wednesday night.

Had a bit of a d&m with jake. He is tams housemate and somewhat of a new friend to me. We were talking about ex's etc etc and he doesn't know the situation with me and yuri, and he was like "It's just pretty clear you're very much not over him" and i was like "...ouch.", i sort of thought that it seems like i'm pretty happy. And emily (another new friend) i said somehting about how "i'm fine" and she was like "no offence, but you don't seem fine to me." God i miss him.

Anyways I'm having a great evening hanging out with the parents and watching so you think you can dance, biggest loser and twenty to one. Got another god girls night planned for saturday :D

loretta bobbins lorelai.

I had a fabulous night last night where I went to brits, and we lay in bed, watched the hills marathon, and scoffed down delicious delicious pizza, it made me feel much better.

I also slept for twelve hours which is helping me battle off sickness.

Went to lunch today with a woman i will be housesitting for. Really looking forward to it, imagining nights of sitting around by myself, drinking vodka and sitting on the deck.

O-week was fabulous, drinking, dancing, partying, drinking some more, partying some more. Such a fun week, freaking out about getting back to the real world tomorrow.

I have to go get my new passport photo taken and send off for it, clean my room, do my cleaning around the house and apply for new jobs. Also have to attend my first lecture for the new year!

hey hey.

This is a short update cause I'm dying.
I will write about all insane oweek shenanigans, but later, as now all i want to do is whine about my sickness.
I mean i totally deserve it, but tight chest, feeling like i can't breathe and gay hacking cough is not making me too happy.
I also have achy body like when you first start to get sick. god dammit.
On the upside, feeling super happy, good memories of the week.

All the things I did tonight, those will be the best memories
I just wanna let it go for the night, that will be the best therapy for me.

Instead of dancing alone, I should be dancing with you.

This is a picture of my new peacock necklace. love it. Also, note my love heart pj shorts. Valentines is in the air.

Last night I went to a friend's farewell, it wasn't too sad, I stayed at his, and we spooned and cuddled just like we used to. I'll miss him.
The night itself was fabulous, despite the rain (so shocking to those who live in canberra) we headed out to the mawso and hung out, laughed, drank until they kicked us out.
I went shopping yesterday and bought some new clothes, but it sucks because now I am running low on drinking/partying money for Oweek.
I will take some photos of them, but I cannot be bothered getting out of bed atm.

My Valentines is quite lovely, lounged around in bed with rowan all morning, then came back here and watched the OC while mother made me a bacon and egg roll. Fabulous food after drinking. I napped and generally felt very slobbish, but in a good way, as it was exactly what I wanted to do.

But I can't fix you, and you don't want me.

Having a pretty good couple of days, hanging out around the house doing chores.

Went to a bbq on sunday, drank delicious cocktails, smoked illegal substances and laughed alot.

Tonight tam is getting her housewife on and cooking a dinner party for all of us, and we are to dress up ala edie sedgewick and others from the factory. fabulous big earrings, short dresses, looking forward to the photos.

Have been talking to the ex lately, and it's actually fine. Probably just having a good couple of days, but it feels good, we are possibly becoming (gasp) friends, although i am still very wary of it, and have not been the one to initiate contact at all. Which feels good.

Have several new men on my sights, things are looking good :)

I'm so fucked right now. work is going to kill me. tired.
mawso last night. Awesome night. Shouldn't have drank so much.

it's hard out there for a pimp.

going out again tonight.
Bit torn as to what to do, cause there is the foam party tonight, but i don't know if i feel like it, and Rowan is having birthday drinks at the mawso, so thinking I should go to that. I think i will do whatever adi wants to do, and then blame it on her if anyone is upset ;)
Hopefully she'll be tired, and we can just do casual drinks, cause there is ANU foam party in a couple of weeks, and I definatly do not want to be foamed out. Although, maybe i should just suck it up and go, have a good time.

Was driving the other night and was listening to the presets, and just felt so ridiculously, insanely happy and free. Love.
I love seeing old friends, making them new friends, drinking, dancing, and life at the moment. I wish adi would come over right now. In the mood for socialising.