I am feeling completly lost and depressed and on an emotional fucking rollercoaster atm. my feelings change every couple of minutes. I'm sure by the time anyone reads this i will feel happy again. When will thoughts of him stop making me feel sick to my stomach?


*EDIT* i just skyped with mel. am slowly identifying the reason for my increased depression about yuri is my missing of mel. nice to know it's not all about him. Now I am going to get pretty, put on my dancing shoes, and try and do something worthy of telling melon about ;)