she's got it written on her.

Thursday night was awesome. Did not intend to have a big one but then very much did. We went to oktoberfest in the afternoon/evening, great atmosphere, am definatly going to have to hang there more often. then we sauntered over to uni pub, but the atomosphere there was pretty gay. sad. Mel and jane left. also sad. but then we went to labour club, we arrived like five minutes after brendan and paul and by the time we got there paul was passed out at the table. We all just hung out, talking, me getting free drinks from brendan. yay :P Then We (and by this stage "we" means me adi tam and brendan) went to acads.

It was awesome there, drank and danced, danced so much, got some acads photos taken, hopefully they turn out alright. At about one we went outside to get some fresh air, where inspired by the oktoberfest social atmosphere i got chatting with some fellow gutter rat boys. Tam got picked up by josh and then we (we now meaning me brendan and adi) were like "...yeah guess we better go to" but adi just wanted to drop by ic's quickly to say hi to a friend. We ended up staying there till about two thirty, and it was really fun again, lots more dancing, lots more free drinks. Jagerbombs. At two thirty we were again liek "yeah guess it's time to go" and start walking back to the car, luckily we hadn't got far when adi was like "hang on, does anyone actually want to leave?" and we were liek NO! so on we went to cube!

cube was possibly the best part of the night, really good music, smoke machines, topless boys making out lol. We got to maccas at like four thirty, and then brendan adi and i passed out at my house. I was going to get up in the morning to say goodbye etc etc, but i was wayyyy too hungover. Awesome night.

Today is stephs bday :) Her 21st is tonight. Some of our family is coming today so taht will be sweet. Also for the first time in a while skin is looking good and i'm looking really and feeling really great. yay just in time. See you all tonight hoes :)

the fame was like a drug...but what was more like a drug was the drugs.

the kids today were major shits. i nearly snapped and killed them all. but i made it through and at least i have a day off tomorrow :)

last night elk and i drank champagne with strawberries and lemon sorbet, i got drunk, and felt happy, and light and free. still feeling that way. must be the weather. My skin is screwing me into the ground. My previous working skincare has now just dried the SHIT out of my skin, so i had to buy a new cleanser today. BUT i went into anu pharmacy, and they had my old cetaphil!! i have not seen it anywhere else in like a year, i though they'd stopped making it. so my skin will be rightened soon. whether it is soon enough? too early to tell.

melons coming over soon for some gossip girl, then i've got to get down to some essay writing :S lame. but. tomorrow....sweet sweet FREEDOM!!! fuuuck yeah. octoberfest. partying. happiness :)

we are just not getting back together.
we are in different places in our lives and it's just not going to happen. sad :(

she wears high heels.

this is my cute new dress :D only just imagine it brighter and cuter and sexier and with a really cool back :P and also my boobs do not actually look as insane as they do in the photos. to get the full dress shot i had to press the webcam button with a coat hanger, inventive no?

even though i freaked out about the price, i just have to enjoy seeing as i've already bought it. it makes me look really slim and pretty and makes me feel fun and flirty and great so it's worth it :)

yesterday i had a relaxing evening where i enhanced my natural beauty by dying my eyebrows and eyelashes, i'm so handy. then i lay around reading cosmo (didn't even have to buy it cause steph already had!)

today i went to woden and printed out some new photos yay :)

but now the fact that i have been so neglectful of my schoolwork today has caught up with me, so tonight i will be doing essays. hopefully pretty much finishing english. i just feel very light these days, maybe it's the sunnier weather, maybe it's the feeling of back off from assignments, but feeling good. I want some champgane.

20,000 leagues under the sea.

irritatingly it seems as though my skin is going throuhg a "got to get worse before it gets better". sucks. but i think give it a week and my skin will be glowing and radiant.

today i went down to a book fair with mum, and i went to look in the classics childrens book section and some BITCH had just picked up the magic of the faraway tree! of course i have been hunting for it forever. Steph and I stalked her for a while, then i told mum and mum went up to her and was like "yes that book? i was wondering if you really wanted it because my daughter has been looking everywhere for it" unfortunatly it was the ladies favorite kids book too (boo, good taste) but mum rules for asking :P

on the plus i got some original brothers grimm fairy tales, and some more cheap chick lit (as if you can ever have enough) also an old version of 20,000 leagues under the sea and edgar allen poe's fantastic stories.

steph and i went to civic for a quickie look round the shops, and i bought a forever new dress, then freaked out about the cost of it, but steph agreed to buy it off me for cost price, and i can buy it back later if i want :) also i'm hoping that i can still wear it to stephs 21st, that would be awesome. I'm going to go dome some essay. and then tonight I plan on reading the new cosmo, watching sex and the city, and having some night time smokes out on the balcony :)

things that we must do VERY soon, as i am super excited about the summer :) : nights at the mawson club, kingos wherevs, picnics, coaasssst, FROLICKING! cannot wait for mid week hangs again! when we are not so swamped on schoolwork we can jsut decide to go out.

yay for sunny weather!

buttons.

Yesterday I began my re-invention/overhaul.

Elk and i went shopping and talked to this make up artist guy and he picked me out proper cleansers and moisturisers etc cause i never know what to buy, and after only one day i can feel my skin healing. go skin go! i got some new eyeshadows and foundation and concealor and stuff too. pretty exciting. I've been eating healthier lately, but still have a ways to go. I'm going to get into better after next week, when i have finished my essays and thus don't need to constantly reward myself with treats lol.

This will also be the time where i start getting back into the gym for serious. Would like to drop five kilos tone the up, and generally frolick around and be carefree again! only one more week! Cannot wait for warmth on my skin again, and singlets and denim shorts and cute hats and sunnies and being OUTDOORS. coast trips, sitting on balconies.

also. i want long hair so bad i could die.

I got it from my mama.

Melon I cannot WAIT for the little champgane bottles tomorrow. Honestly, it's all that's keeping me going. I think i will call after i write this blog.
Today work was very amusing. I helped the girls with their cheerleading routine and then laughed at them as they strutted around to the "baby where'd you get your body from" song.

Mitch and ewan decided to re-enact home and away, and mitch ran around screaming "I TRUSTED YOU! YOU LIED TO ME!!" over and over in a high pitched girly voice and trying to hit ewan. It was pretty on the money. I love my work.

Yesterday i was telling anna (this kindy girl) that i was really poor cause i am a uni student and i was writing a list of things i needed to get when i was paid. Then today we were walking and i said something about having something "pretty" and she was liek "YOU DON"T EVEN HAVE ANY PRETTY MONEY!! HEY EVERYONE! SHE"S POOR! SHE"S POOR!" and then looked at me very pitingly and asked if i have anywhere to sleep or any money for food.

Friend jealousy! lol melon and jane are going to kingo's tonight and i'm here. i hate feeling like i'm out of the loop. pretty sure my friends should jsut sit at home and do nothing until i call on them. :P