i have been feeling a bit lost lately. It is really wearing me down being alone all the time and missing yuri, and i just don't know how to make that not happen. I've been keeping happy, seeing friends, doing fun things, and i just don't know what else i can do to make things change.
My default emotion used to be a kind of muted happiness, and i'd just float through life without a care in the world, now it is just a kind of stressed sadness, and i really don't know how to deal with it. I'm waiting for it to pass, but i am starting to freak out that it might be hanging around for good.