they say wassup, i say wassup, we say wassup wassup.

i dyed my hair again yesterday :) i dig it. it's getting longer. slowly slowly.

Melon and i had dinner last night and then went for a walk, then i went to ash's with rowan and stayed up all night talking and hanging out, then getting up at four thirty to drop rowan cardo claire and tom to the airport cause they're going to vietnam.

went round and and saw schorno and shane today, looking forward to new years. thinking tonight we are having home made pizzas YAY mmm then melon and i are having a sex and the city night. thinking about pizzas has made me hungry for lunch. I'm going to go have a late lunch. perhaps in next blog i will model all the sick jewellry i got on sale at diva :)

christmas season.

I have been away with the family for the last two weeks at port stephens, and while i love them, suffered some serious family time overload. So since i got back on boxing day arvo i have been getting out of the house as much as i can.

melon leaves in 7 days. like wtf. selfish bitch :( but on the plus, i am feeling very optimistic about 2010. Feel like I'm gonna have a good year, rocking the single life. All I want to do is drink smoke and party. luckily new years is coming up.

there seems to be a lot to write about, but in one of those ways where there is too much to write about so instead you write about nothing. I am desperate to move out. If row stays in canberra there will be more incentive for me to save some money cause he is someone i would actually like to live with.

best week ever!!! on tuesday after work we packed ourselves up and hit the road for the coast, the car ride was aweosme, singing along, hyped, feeling awesome and free! had a great time at the coast, swimming, reading magazines on the beach, eating fresh prawns on the beach, sitting on our deck as the sun goes down, getting drunk on cruisers, drinkopoly, good times. we paid the price for our frivolity with hideous sunburn, perhaps the worst i've ever got but as the sunburn has started to heal i couldn't care less about and i remmeber only the highlights (of which there were many)

yesterday was also foreshore! it was so fucking good. got high, danced around like crazy people, drank, sat on the hill, caught up with people i haven't seen in forever. my old family, meaning people like simo schorno brit stevie em tim etc, people who i used to see every day when i was at the boys house and now never get to see, i miss them. Yuri was there, which was kinda gay, but luckily i didn't have to see him hardly at all i got to spend lots of nice time seeing everyone. miss them alot.
so yeah awessommme week, on a minor downer, the feelings i thought i had escaped when yuri and i first broke up are haunting me a little. it's not that bad, it's just that it is getting harder to be without him instead of easier.

I'm going to go clean my room, clean myself up all nice and pretty, clean the bathroom and then relax with glamour and maybe some naughty food to cheer myself up :)

i feel sad and sick and shaky and i really miss yuri.
i hate the realisation of how freaking in love with him i still am. seeing his name on the fb chat screen sent my heart racing and the adrenaline going insane. of course he didn't say anything.

occurance in the rumpus room a few minutes ago.

this is what just transpired:

I was walking down to the rumpus room to get a dvd to watch while i clean my room. I walk in, and see some gigantic winged bug attempting to fly but just sort of scootering around on the ground.
Me: Mum. get in here. there's a weird bug!
mum: where?
me: right there! get it, it keeps trying to fly
mum goes to get dustpan and brush, the bug achieves lift off.
me: holy fuck mum it's flying it's flying! (run out of the room)
....
me: just smash it out of the air!
mum successfully hits it to the ground, sweeps it up and takes it outside.
me: we nearly died bick. we could've died.

i hate bugs.

lets go fly a kite.

I'm finished! school can suck a dick!
last night was awesome, elk mel and i had a sleepover, consumed alot of champagne, watched gossip girl, went for night time walks, took turns having rides on rowans motorbike :D

going to see twilight soon and then possibly going out. So much is happening soon! It feels good to be free, but i have been feeling a little worse about yuri lately. I just miss him. And it's hard sometimes. But i'm going to be fine, as i will be keeping busy.

It was so hot today at work, but luckily we stayed inside and ate lifesavers icy poles mmmmmm.
I'm also loving the transition to summer food. For the last couple of nights we've just been having salads and cold meats and yummy summer fruits mmmmm

I don't know what to wear tonight. We're going to the movies, but we're possibly going out afterwards, so i need to wear something kind of ok :S what to do? dilema.

holiday skin.

sigh i had a great weekend! i suck at life and study. I should not have been having a good time.

On sunday i went shopping with ash for her formal dress and we found a really pretty, very her dress.

then in the arvo i read another book, josh picked me up and got goodburys and then i stayed up till 1am reading my book till i'd finished. Now today i was supposed to be starting some serious study, but the BITCH classics teacher didn't record the structure etc for the exam. she can't do that! i legitimately cannot come to classics lectures because i have work. Fucking bullshit. Luckily I'm facebook friends with a girl in my class so i've asked her about the structure etc and hopefully she'll get back to me soon :S

can't wait for jurassic house party, pauls party, seeing new moon! finishing exams and COAST. wednesday. sweet sweet day of freedom!

Now I'm going to clean my room and paint my nails and hopefully by the time i'm done erin will have replied.